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Skin

by The Rainmakers

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1.
Hot dot on a printed page Airbrush every sign of age Going under the surgeon’s knife Stepdaughter of a Stepford wife That ain’t what a woman is That ain’t what a woman is Take a look at what you did Granddaddy at the minstrel show Watch the darkies frail the old banjo Grandson at the strip club A little racism with a different rub It’s the same difference With a different rub Grandaddy never owned no slaves Grandson never committed a rape Just quiet men in their own time Keeping quiet is its own kind of crime It’s the same difference With a different rub Bible-banger quoting verse declares Blacks and women born cursed Into wedding bands, slave rings Martin Luther meet Martin Luther King It’s the same difference With a different rub This ain’t about no books that need burning Less about flame and more about light Freedom for one at the cost of another This ain’t about sin, it’s about civil rights That ain’t what a woman is
2.
Skin 01:53
Who am I I don’t know I have no idea When my friends look at me I wonder who they think they’re seeing Search me layer by layer But inside I’m afraid you’ll find thin air Yeah yes, guess again Who we might be underneath this skin What makes me tick? How should I know I’ve been trained like a monkey The bell rings and I start to jones like a junkie What turns me on? I wish I knew Wish I could tell the real thing My honest desire from my conditioning Touch me now, now touch me again I want to feel something real coming through this skin I’ve been boxing with my shadow Winded and tagged I can’t punch my way out of a paper bag It’s as thick as you think Thin as the reasoning you bought I’m a mummy wrapped in a gauze of my own thoughts And I want to know who I’d be If I never had bathed In the static, the snow, and the radio wave The flickering image, the pandering thought That’s been passed off and on To be the blueprint of God Hey yes, guess again Who we might be if we could shed this skin
3.
Down through our histories we have been told That women hold mysteries men cannot know But boys learn true secrecy, how to hide lies In cracks in their souls and behind shaded eyes That filter all light through the sins of their fathers Shining on down on good sons and daughters We were true believers that this song of gold Was a high holy fever that purified the soul But peace turned to piss-off, equality a laugh As girls danced a-go-go to our golden calf We borrowed the tune from the hymns of our fathers We are not rebels, just good sons and daughters The revolution came, the revolution went Not meant for all, just that fifty per cent That drew the dots from pin-ups from porno to rape And bought into Hollywood and Hefner’s sly hate Millions of Marilyns who died for their lovers Seducing a culture of good sons and daughters Reading through the paper and I happened to see A police-artist’s sketch that looked a whole lot like me So I started dodging questions, lying on top of lies And I bought what I thought was a good alibi I never knew your mother, your sister or daughter I ain’t no killer I’m a good son
4.
On walls of caves, down halls and alleys I write my name, I leave my sign A poem of paint and bleak graffiti Something to remember me by You are my prisoner of memory A flashing flood, a cracking dam Can wash away life’s watercolors Trap you in my house of sand I scratch my name into your mirror I burn my face into your eyes On walls of caves, down halls and alleys Something to remember me by Now you are gone but not forgotten I am forgotten but not gone A snapping twig, a sudden motion It’s only me, I mean no harm I scratch my name into your mirror I burn my face into your eyes On walls of caves, inside your city Something to remember me by Our bruises fade, our scars lie hidden No one can know, just you and I Under your skin, beneath your surface Something to remember me by When empty skies are all above you When sighs you hear are all your own Do not despair, don’t feel forsaken Do not relax, you’re not alone
5.
Come over here Out of the rain Before you get Too wet Under my umbrella I promise no regrets Did you see the lightning This feels like the right thing Were you looking for perfection I’m trying to change your perception I once was a sailor man Caught up in a raging storm The weight of waves came crashing The angels kept us warm You think it’s all confusing I think it’s just amusing I can put it all behind me I don’t want to keep losing Face to face shoulder to shoulder Under a big sky skin to skin In my head in my mind I rehearse it over and over again This could be the last time Or this could last a lifetime We were taken by the moonlight Washed away in the noon tide Did you see the lightning Did you see the lightning This feels like the right thing
6.
On the day that I was born Cross the plain come a red dust storm First the wind, then the rain Streaks of blood on the windowpane Hole in the roof, leak on the bed Bad baptism on the baby’s head Mama cried the curse is come The mark of the reddleman’s on my son Reddleman coming He’s coming for me Reddleman coming Learn to crawl, learn to eat Walk and talk that double-speak Hide my heart and show my hand Listen in the dark for the reddleman He come selling that dirt that stain your soul Saying this don’t hurt anyone at all Just sink your eyes into little girl lost But don’t waste your time, it don’t wash off CHORUS Late in life I fell in love uptown With a one-armed woman who’d been around I said how my love did you lose your hand She said a pound of flesh for the reddleman A daughter born, a father sees There’s red in the thread of the web he weaves Clean his clothes in the holy font But the rank of the reddle come back to haunt CHORUS Red hawk sits on a telephone pole Watch to see which way I go When I fall and when I stand And tells it all to the reddleman
7.
There was a man named Jim who walked everywhere he went Cause he could never quite seem to keep his mind on the road One day it occurred to Jim that he’d taken a wrong turn ’Cause he was standing in a place he didn’t know Jim spun on his heels thinking he’d backtrack for awhile But before he knew it the sun was sinking And the landscape in the dark Well, it could have been New Zealand or New York or New Mexico So what else is new, Jim was thinking Because see for a while now Jim felt like things were changing for him Like the skin of the earth was stretching or the continents were adrift Jim didn’t know if it was so or if it was just him although He suspected it was a bit of both he was dealing with And I feel like I’m tripping And I feel my steps slipping today Feel the winds of time whipping my coat around my legs And I feel about a million miles away Dawn broke, Jim awoke, he’d been sleeping on his feet It was morning now but a densely foggy day Jim decided he’d just sit and wait for the fog to lift But when it didn’t he started up again anyway Man, this is like the blind leading the blind, Jim thought About that time down the road came this seeing-eye dog It was well-fed and had a collar but no matter how loud Jim hollered There wasn’t any answer, so he walked on through the fog Alright I’m lost, Jim said aloud although a bit begrudgingly Like things might change in light of this confession He was both amazed and sour that at this late date and hour He might find himself in this situation CHORUS After walking through the haze for another night and another day Jim seemed to simply cease to exist All his panic, hope, and thoughts broke up into small dots As he gave himself away into the mist Back in the town where Jim lived, sad to say he was never missed And his name was never spoken again, it’s awful but true Out my window at night I think I see Jim standing in the half-light Saying hurry up, suffering’s got a job to do CHORUS
8.
There’s too many twenties, too many fives Too many numbers in front of our eyes Too many statistics that nobody reads Numbers don’t lie but numbers don’t bleed Who’s counting when it’s way past plenty There’s too many twenties There’s too much hush money being passed in the joint Too many bodies hidden behind the decimal point A number’s got a name, a name’s got a face And a face should have a future and a place that’s safe But the chances of that are between slim and skinny There’s too many twenties Every second sister’s got a fighting chance Of getting hurt at home by a lover’s show of hands And every fourth daughter’s gonna cover up and cry When she comes home from school saying ‘Mama, Papa why?’ What are you gonna tell them, just to smile and look pretty and take it? Huh? All you fathers looking in your little daughter’s eyes Know that your worst nightmare finds one out of five Don’t worry about cancer, aids, or nothing else Just worry about the fact there’s a man in the house Till death do us part, man, it do part plenty There’s too many twenties Tick tock tick tock tick tock Tick tock tick tock tick tock ten Somewhere another woman just took it on the chin Tick tock tick talk is tough Your sister just had her dignity snuffed Every second counts, minutes equal many There’s too many twenties Sound and information are reduced to bites And the voice of opposition to a stereotype The numbers are numbing, they’re hard to believe They’re blurred by the blood on the balance sheet Stack the bodies in neat little piles of ten And hit me There’s too many twenties
9.
Hunger Moon 04:07
Hunger moon shining on a field of snow There’s ice above but a fire down below Out of the north a cold wind moans And I’m empty oh so empty Now there’s a fat sacrifice on the altar tonight A pile of money and an alibi so tight White-haired regrets a little child’s dreams All lost in the snow on a big TV screen Never too young too rich or never too thin Never too hopeless the state I’m in Lost like the billions too dry to cry Caught by the camera in history’s eye Hunger moon shining on a field of snow Ice up above and a fire down below I want to leave but I just don’t know I’m so empty oh so empty Down in the dark we rattle our cages Moldy basement the book’s rotting pages We’re free to go but we can’t see the stars Blinded by the scars where Venus crossed Mars Can you feel it it’s in the cold wind Like an ocean that we all swim in It’s frightening and new it seems so strange You can taste it it feels like change Hunger moon shining on a field of snow Cracks in the ice let the light show She says I’ll die if I don’t grow But I’m empty I’m still empty
10.
This is the story of siamese twins Where one fellow stops and another one begins Joined at the head and the finger and the toe With two completely separate vascular-cardio Systems going on underneath one skin This is the story of siamese twins This is the story of siamese twins How a man can be two places at once When he’s home with his lover he’s away Viewing through a two-way mirror Everything’s skewing into distorted visions Of women-for-men Coke-bottle lenses for the siamese twins This is the story of the double-life How you can take one love Make her your wife Yet hold onto this image of a fantasy world Where every woman looks like a teenage girl And thin is to die for, age is sin Hate yourself suggested the siamese twins This is the story of the two-headed coin With a flip-flop double-drop triple-goocher going Try matching wits with yourself someday Stare yourself down without looking away Rock-paper-scissors, take it on the chins Siamese twins
11.
Tattoo 04:31
Tattoo tattoo Some things fade some never do Like the names of me and you In my skin indigo blue Tattoo tattoo Waving boys in navy blue Whalers sailing home to you Scratched in scrimshaw tusk and tooth Tattoo tattoo Some things fade some never do These lines of love to you Tattoo tattoo The verse of life is blank I think We fill in in invisible ink It comes to sight, it surfaces When held up to the light of love Tattoo tattoo Carney girls in summer suits Local boys in leather boots Diagrams of derring-do Tattoo tattoo Tattoo tattoo Some things fade some never do Like these lines of love to you Tattoo tattoo Like the names of me and you In my skin indigo blue Tattoo tattoo
12.
Looking out my window, the eclipse has begun I grab your hand, we run outside and dance in the dimming sun Light through the leaves casts a zillion crescents on the ground And you say hold me tight Alright Peeking through a pinhole, the eclipse has begun The shadow tag of sun and moon washes over us and everyone Lives that overlap without ever seeing that it’s so And you say hold me close Don’t let me go High noon and midnight we’re standing in the path Where shadows beget shadows and every step has an aftermath Leaving tiptoe ripples of a skipping stone Nobody walks alone Things are set in motion, sounds clash and harmonize The fire of a moment becomes the light in my baby’s eyes We plant by the moon, by chance and by design And I know this is mine This is mine all the time There’s a butterfly in China and a Kansas thunderstorm A man laying down a dollar and a young girl’s clothes being torn Actions and reactions, echoes only dogs can hear And I say what’s that sound? Spinning me round and around and round And I’m looking at the sky, I see the eclipse at an end I am but an arm’s length from my lover and my friend And from every other soul that I may know or never will Under the shining sun Life goes on and on and on
13.
To the Hum 03:32
I want to grow old with her To have our children come And find us face down on the hill Listening to the hum I want to grow wise with her Truth pounded into bone The sound of lies dies like white noise Listen to the hum I want to grow gardens with her In soil of sand and stone My desert blooms with wild perfumes Listen to the hum I want to grow up with her To change in slow motion From laughter simple to lovers that tremble Listen to the hum I want to be born with her Where cell and soul become Aligned and tuned to something new Listen to the hum

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Skin is a concept album about pornography and its effects.

Suggested Reading:
The Chalice and the Blade and Sacred Pleasures by Riane Eisler
Men Confront Pornography by Michael S. Kimmel
Pornography and Silence by Susan Griffith
Debating Sexual Correctness by Adele M. Stan
The Rainmakers are pleased to support RAINN
(the Rape Abuse Incest National Network) hotline (800)656-HOPE

credits

released September 1, 1996

Bob Walkenhorst guitar, vocals
Steve Phillips guitar, vocals
Pat Tomek drums
Michael Bliss bass, vocals

Mark “Buzzz” Collins: bass on “Too Many Twenties”
Ron Roberts: acoustic bass on “Tattoo”

Songs written by Bob Walkenhorst.
© 1996 Bob Walkenhorst Music BMI.
Except “Did You See the Lightning,” by Steve Phillips and
“Hunger Moon,” music by Steve Phillips, lyrics by Pat Tomek.
© 1996 Webelo YaYa Music BMI.

Recorded January–June 1996 at Big Time Studios, Kansas City, MO, USA.

Cover art “Hands of Friends” and photography: Megan S. Wyeth
Layout: Pat Tomek

Management: Alan Rommelfanger

Thanks to: Mark Wassmer, Sam Kaiser, Ramona Kyaw,
Scott Huntsucker, Mark “Buzzz” Collins

Visit our website at www.rainmakers.com
Thanks to everyone who has written—you help us keep going.

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The Rainmakers have released eight full length albums of original material since 1986, plus various live and best-of releases, and continue to play in the US and Europe. If you missed out the first time around, here is your chance to catch up on some of the finest in heartland rock'n'roll. ... more

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